13th Febuary 2011

yeah so been engaged 2days and mine and jamies 4months is in 10 days.... i should be happy right??

WELL IM FUCKING NOT JAMIES DAD IS BEING A FUCKING PRICK AND GROUNDING HIM FOR FUCK ALL!!!!

nuff said

11th Febuary 2011

sooo umm yeah i maybe wrighting this on teh 12th buh stfu kayy?? gonna wright it as if it was yesterdaii =]

^^ went to school, had quite a good daii fiiniished all myy work && dat
buh i think i was looking forward to seeing jamie <3
he met me off teh bus and when we got to miinee myy mommie gave me monies to go to valentimes welly so we got ready, i was wearing a button up shirt and a skirt, he was wearing skinny jeans and a top. welly was good =D there was loud music, pits, and jamie.
when we got home i got changed into mah sweats and we layed in the living room watching dirty shanchez (???) cuddleing.
then my mommie and her boyfriend got it and watchd it with us. then they went to bed and me and jamie stayed up for a bit.
earlier we had been talking about how im teh man in relationships when im with a girl, and jamie had his head on my chest so i joked i was teh man and asked if it was my job to propose and jokingly asked if he would marry me :')
then all off a sudden he asked if id marry him... the convo went like thiss >>>
jamie- 'will you marry me??'
me- 'really??'
jamie- 'what???'
me- 'what??'
jamie- 'what??'
(few mins later)
jamie- 'you never answerd my question...'
me- 'what question??'
jamie- 'will yoi marry me??'
me- 'really??'
jamie- 'what??'
me- 'what??'
jamie- 'ehat??'
me- 'what'
jamie- 'what??'
(few mins later)
jamie- 'you never answered my queston...'
me- 'what question??'
jamie- will you mary me??'
me- 'really??'
jamie- 'yeah'
me- 'yes' ^^
jamie- 'i love you'
-long cuddles session- <3<3<3<3 am happy tehe <3<3

10th Febuary 2011

^^ YAYYYYYY!!!!
i had a crazy moment last night and nearly fucked up everything buh its all fine noaaaa =] i love mah jamie for not giving up on me when i tried to break up with him.... did spend a few hours crying my eyes out. then i washed up, dryed the pots, hovered and started to tidy my room. in the end i just sat crying talking to jamie who soon cheered my up <3
i miss him doe :(
and he has to leave me for a couple of hours this saturday... buh its for a good reason so l live =]
ooooo and found out somthing nice but noaa it ruind a suprise so it might not be happening but o well cuz it made me smile <3<3<3
i love you jamie <3

9th Febuary 2011

wellll, its valentimes day soooon!!! next monday infact ^^
and more to the point, my first valentimes day with someone n_n
so this yer im breaking my tradition off sitting in the dark, in my sweats, eating liters upon liters if ice-cream watching soppy films </3
this year im.... gonna be at school on the 14th....BUT on the11th im meeting jmie fter school!!! the 12th were spending the dy together =] and than im kicking him out to get his present redy ;) not telling s he reads this so shhhhhhh! and then on the 13th i get to wake up with him n_n and then all teh happiness is ruined with the fact he has to leave ><
if he didint hve college he would stay buh.... :'(
o welll <3
this is going to be the best valentimes day ive had so far ^^
i LoVe My EmO bOy <3

mah photos!! modeling maybe??

these are some photos i took todayyy >>>

baiii <3